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Neden Sınırda Kişilik Bozukluğum Var?

2008-10-30T12:30:00.001+02:00

Bundan yaklaşık iki sene kadar önce çok sevdiğim bir dostum durup dururken “Sende BPD var.” dedi. BPD dediğimiz nane, kısaltması Borderline Personality Disorder (Sınırda Kişilik Bozukluğu) olarak açılan ve basitçe bireylerin davranışlarının aşırı uçlar arasında gidip gelmesi olarak özetlenebilecek bir kişilik bozukluğu.

Arkadaşım bana bu lafı ettiğinde henüz askerliğimi yapmamış ve bir insanda neden bir takım psikolojik, psikosomatik, psikososyal ve psikiyatrik sorunlar oluşabileceğine akıl sır erdiremeyen bilinçsiz bir insan evladıydım. Tabi hemen wikipedia olsun Ek$i Sözlük olsun, bilindik bilinmedik bir takım mecralarda, adını daha önce hiç duymadığım ancak oldukça havalı gelen bu rahatsızlığı araştırmaya başladım. “Umarım” diyordum “yıllar boyunca insanların bana bir Vulcanlıymışım gibi bakıp değerlendirmesine neden olan bir takım davranışlarımın sebebi olarak, insanların yalnızca %1 ile %3’ünde görülebilen bu olağanüstü klas hastalığı gösterebilirim.” Hatta bu bana South Park’ın Le Petite Tourette adlı bölümünü hatırlatıverdi. Malum bölümde Cartman bir süpermarkette ortalık yerde küfür eden bir çocuk görüyor ve çocuğun hareketlerini kontrol edememesine sebep olan Tourette Sendromu hastası olduğunu öğreniyor, sonra da bu durumu suistimal ediyordu. Dolayısıyla ben de davranışlarımı kısıtlamadığım yepyeni bir yaşama adım atabilir, paleokorteksime yapışıp kalmış olan sosyal ve ahlaki kurallar tabakasını yok sayabilir, irademin sınırlarını keşfe çıkabilir; sonra da bütün yediğim nanelere sebep olarak da BPD’yi gösterebilirdim. Yepyeni bir gün doğuyor, yarınlar taze umutlara gebe görünüyordu.

İyi ki böyle bir şey yapmamışım; zira ortalık yerde “Çağımızın hastalığı panik atak, bende panik atak var” diye Burhan Altıntop’tan pek bir farkım kalmayacak, bu oldukça bilimsel psikiyatrik teşhis tarihin fiyaskoları arasında küllenip gidecekti. Kaldı ki, filmlerdekinin tersine, sabah ofise “Hazzigtürün ulen! Ass, totılliy neyçirıl bırests, fak!” diye bağırarak bir kişi gözünün yaşına bakılmaksızın kapının önüne konulabiliyor, güzel ülkemde bir insanın beyin fizyolojisinin çoğunluğa pek uymayabileceği ve bunun hoş görülmesi gerektiği beşeri yasalarda kendine yer bulamıyordu.

Dediğim gibi o günlerde psikiyatri bilimine olan inancım Freud’un olağanüstü rüya yorumlamaları, Oedipus ve Elektra komplekslerinin müthiş etkileri, oral-anal-fallik dönem süreci, Jung’un Freud’un karısına sarkıp sarkmadığı, Yahudilerden çıkan üç tane adamın dünyayı ne kadar da çok değiştirebildiği gibi ilginç mevzular etrafında dönüp duruyordu. Nevrotik sistem fizyolojisi konusundaki bilgilerimi derinleştirme gereğini pek hissetmiyordum.

Sonra bir gün beni askere aldılar…

Geri döndüğümde o kadar çok “psiko-“ ön ekli fasiliteye sahiptim ki, dostumun bana aylar önce söylediği konuyu tekar araştırma fırsatı buldum. Aşağıda yine wikipedia’dan yararlanarak hazırladığım ve BPD rahatsızlığınız olup olmadığı konusunda başvuru kaynağı olarak kullanabileceğiniz ufak bir diagnostik çeklisti bulacaksınız.

Şunlar varsa BPD’niz var…

Gerçekten uzaklaşmaya yönelik aşırı çaba ve terkedip gitme arzusu.
Kişisel ilişkilerde, yüceltme ve yerin dibine sokma uçları arasında gidip gelebilen tutarsız ve yoğun davranış değişikleri.
Kimlik kargaşası: belirgin ve sürekli şekilde tutarsızlığı göze çarpan kişilik bilinci.
Kendine zarar vermeye neden olabilecek en az iki konuda eğilim gösterme (örn. önüne gelenle seks yapmak, yeme bozuklukları, aşırı yemek, madde bağımlılığı, düşüncesiz araç kullanma).
Tekrarlayan intihara eğilim davranışları, işaretleri, tehditleri ya da kendini kesme, yaraların iyileşmesine izin vermeme gibi kendine zarar verme davranışları.
Davranışlarda belirgin tutarsızlık (örn. düzenli ve yoğun rahatsızlık hissi, gerginlik, bir kaç saat süren anksiyete).
Kronik boşluk, değersizlik hissi.
Uygunsuz kızgınlık hissi veya kızgınlığı kontrol etme zorluğu (örn. sık görülen öfke, sürekli kızgınlık, tekrarlayan fiziksel şiddet).
Strese bağlı ve geçici paranoid hayale dalma, delüzyon ve dikkat dağınıklığı semptomları.

Visual Studio.NET debug problemleri

2007-02-09T18:00:00.002+02:00

Visual Studio .NET 2003 veya Visual Studio 2005 sürümlerinden birinde debug problemleri yaşıyorsanız aşağıdaki adresi ziyaret edebilirsiniz :

http://blogs.msdn.com/mkpark/articles/86872.aspx

Microsoft Word 2007 blog düzenlemesini destekliyor

2006-11-07T10:11:00.001+02:00

Microsoft Word 2007, uygulama içerisinden kişisel blogunuza erişip girdilerinizi düzenlemeye imkan veren yeni bir özellik içeriyor. Şu anda Windows Live Spaces, Blogger, Sharepoint Blog, Community Server, TypePad ve Word Press gibi servisler destekleniyor. Yeni girişler yapabilmenizin yanısıra önceki girdilerinizi de açabilir, düzenleyebilir ve kaydedebilirsiniz.

Debugging Windows services in Visual Studio.NET

2006-10-13T18:01:00.000+03:00

Below is the standard entrance point of a Windows service class in Visual Studio.NET

// The main entrance point for the process

static void Main()
{
System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase[] ServicesToRun;
ServicesToRun = new System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase[]
{
new ServiceClassName()
};
System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase.Run(ServicesToRun);
}

To debug this service like any other application, change main method like this :

// The main entrance point for the process
static void Main()
{
#if (!DEBUG)
System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase[] ServicesToRun;
ServicesToRun = new System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase[] {
new ServiceClassName ()
};
System.ServiceProcess.ServiceBase.Run(ServicesToRun);
#else
ServiceClassName service = new ServiceClassName ();
service.OnStart(new string[] { });
System.Threading.Thread.Sleep(System.Threading.Timeout.Infinite);
#endif
}

Custom configuration file handling in .Net 1.1

2006-10-13T16:55:00.000+03:00

1. First prepare the basic class to contain section information.

public class ModuleSettings
{
private string _Name;
private ModuleType _Type;
private string _IP;

public ModuleSettings() { }

public string Name
{
get { return _Name; }
set { _Name = value; }
}
public ModuleType Type
{
get { return _Type; }
set { _Type = value; }
}
public string IP
{
get { return _IP; }
set { _IP = value; }
}
}

2. Then prepare a section collection customized for the basic class. Inherit it from the CollectionBase.

public class ModuleSettingsArray : CollectionBase
{
public ModuleSettings this[int index]
{
get { return ((ModuleSettings)List[index]); }
set { List[index] = value; }
}
public ModuleSettings this[string name]
{
get
{
foreach (ModuleSettings s in List)
{
if (s.Name == name) { return s; }
}
return null;
}
}
public int Add(ModuleSettings value)
{
return (List.Add(value));
}

public int IndexOf(ModuleSettings value)
{
return (List.IndexOf(value));
}

public void Insert(int index, ModuleSettings value)
{
List.Insert(index, value);
}

public void Remove(ModuleSettings value)
{
List.Remove(value);
}

public bool Contains(ModuleSettings value)
{
// If value is not of type Int16, this will return false.
return (List.Contains(value));
}
}

3. Finally write a simple handler class inherited from IConfigurationSectionHandler

public class ModulesSectionHandler : IConfigurationSectionHandler
{
#region IConfigurationSectionHandler Members

public object Create(object parent, object configContext, System.Xml.XmlNode section)
{
try
{
ModuleSettingsArray mSettings = new ModuleSettingsArray();
if (section == null) return mSettings;

foreach (XmlNode node in section.ChildNodes)
{
if (node.Attributes != null)
{
ModuleSettings mSetting = ReadModuleSettings(node);
mSettings.Add(mSetting);
}
}

return mSettings;
}
catch
{
throw new Exception("Error in configuration handling");
}
}

public ModuleSettings ReadModuleSettings(XmlNode node)
{
ModuleSettings settings = new ModuleSettings();
try
{
settings.Name = node.Attributes["name"].Value.ToString();
settings.Type = (ModuleType)Enum.Parse(typeof(ModuleType), node.Attributes["type"].Value.ToString());
settings.IP = node.Attributes["IP"].Value.ToString();
}
catch { }
return settings;
}
}

Resource could not found problem in Visual Studio.NET

2006-10-12T10:03:00.000+03:00

In C#, if you add some other class declarations before the form class declaration, the resource file couldn't be linked to the executable. In this case application is compiled, built and executed successfully but when the form is loaded you receive the following error :

Could not find any resources appropriate for the specified culture (or the neutral culture) in the given assembly. Make sure "<Form_Name_Here>.resources" was correctly embedded or linked into assembly "<Namespace_Name_Here>>".

If this problem occurs, any class declarations placed before the form class declaration should be moved to another cs file or just after the form class declaration.

Text Editors

2006-08-04T10:45:00.000+03:00

There are many text editors around which you can replace Windows notepad. I will try to note down their capabilities...

Notepad++

Syntax highlighting, auto completion, multi document interface, regular expression search, bookmark,

UEditStudio '05

Syntax highlightig, auto completion, multi document interface, regular expression searach, hex editor, file compare, ftp, cvs

PSPad Editor

Syntax highlighting, multi document interface, regular expressions search, hex editor

Format Specifiers in C#

2006-08-04T10:44:00.000+03:00

http://blog.stevex.net/index.php/string-formatting-in-csharp/

Server Application Error in IIS 5.0

2006-02-06T09:18:00.000+02:00

You may encounter "Server Application Error" message when you try to access local web server pages. Event Viewer's Security section also includes following entries :

---
Event ID: 10004 Source: DCOM
DCOM got error "Logon failure: unknown user name or bad password." and was unable to logon .\IWAM_MYSERVER in order to run the server: {1FD7A201-0823-479C-9A4B-2C6128585168}

Event ID: 36 Source: W3SVC
The server failed to load application '/LM/W3SVC/1/Root/op'. The error was 'The server process could not be started because the configured identity is incorrect. Check the username and password.'
---

This is because the local user account identity running the IIS process must be synchronized in the metabase, the Security Account Manager (SAM), and COM+. Microsoft's Support Site has following article about this problem (Solution)

If you get an error with number 80110414 when you run Synciwam utility, you may want to glance the following link. (Error 80110414 for Synciwam.vbs)

After all, you may need to register that account with the default application pool for some virtual directories. (Jump here)

"Unexpected Error 0x8ffe2740 Occurred" message while starting web site in IIS Manager

2006-02-01T21:54:00.000+02:00

If you encounter the error message "Unexpected Error 0x8ffe2740 Occurred" when you try to start a web site in IIS Manager, then the default port (generally 80) used by that web site conflicts with another application on the system. Try to free the port or change the port number in web site properties window.

A detailed article about this problem resides here.

Firefox 1.5 and extension compatibility

2006-01-18T13:18:00.000+02:00

If you install the latest version of amazing Firefox , some of your old extensions may be disabled by Firefox due to compatibility issues. To solve this problem follow those steps :

"There were quite a few extensions that didn't work with 1.5 but for most of them it was just a case of editing the install.rdf so that the max version was greater than 1.0

If you don't know how to do this it's really easy so here's how:

Download to your desktop the extension you wish to get working
Rename the .xpi file to .zip
Open the zip file
Either unpack the install.rdf file or open it for editing within your zip application if that is supported.
Change the maxVersion to 1.6
Repack the zip file or update the zip if you are editing within your archive app (should happen automatically - double check the file has been updated)
Rename the .zip file to .xpi
Test the extension. To install drag the xpi file onto an open window."

[quoted from]

WMI service problem when switching to Service properties tab

2006-01-18T05:10:00.000+02:00

If you get an error dialog saying "Interface : Class not registered" when you try to switch to Dependencies tab of the properties window in Services.msc, then this page may be the cure!

Windows XP "File copy error" while installing or upgrading components

2006-01-18T05:00:00.000+02:00

Sometimes when you try to install additional Windows components to your existing system, copying progress may be interrupted with a "File Copy Error" dialog. In that situation, if you are sure that the copy of your Windows XP installation CD is free of problems, scratches etc; then the security database may be damaged.

You can find a solution for that problem here.

Different .NET framework versions for different ASP.NET applications

2005-09-12T17:06:00.000+03:00

To set which version of ASP.NET engine will interpret your ASP.NET application's framework, .NET Framework comes with a tool aspnet_regiis.exe. Detailed information could be found here.

"Temporary ASP.NET Files" folder

2005-09-02T18:30:00.000+03:00

ASP.NET uses a temporary folder located in .NET framework's folder.

Yesterday I wrote a simple bat file to clean this folder, after my IDE decided to start behaving strangely. It's an ancient programmer's belief that cleaning the temporary products of an IDE and restart it usually works well in eliminating the problems :)

Since I was too lazy to go and find that very-deep-lying folder, i wrote a bat file containing an rm command getting the path of Temporary ASP.NET Files folder as a parameter. So I close Visual Studio IDE, wipe out that folder totally by my newly born batch file, restart IDE and...working time was over...I got the way home...

Today was the classical programmers-whole-day-scratching day because when i simply hit F5 to debug my web project...oops...something was wrong since a nice designed dialog told me that my project is not in debug mode.

I tried to find the cause in an all day's digging. I changed web.config file. Removed all 3rd party libraries. Googled all the time around to find a suitable solution. All web pages were mentioning that i should set the debug key of the section to true. It was set so, but there was no progress. The "no-help-buttoned-press-help" dialog was all that i could see...Then...

I suddenly remembered the tiny bat file...Great Scott!!! Was that it? After all, i realized that there was no ASP.NET Temporary Files anymore!!! I have deleted it yesterday. So I simply create a Temporary ASP.NET Files folder and hit F5. Whoaa...It just wanted me to give NETWORK_SERVICE group full permissions an then then worked well...

Thanks God...

App_Code folder

2005-09-01T17:46:00.000+03:00

With ASP.NET 2.0, old Application_Code folder is renamed to App_Code which locally stores your non-web related code. This code, then compiled into a sinlge assembly which is accessible from your whole web application.

Sometimes you may need to seperate some code files from the others in order to abstract your first group of code files for some reason, maybe logical grouping of your classes. In this case you must tell ASP.NET compiler to compile your first group of files into a different assmebly then the second group.

For this you must edit web.config file like this

Don't forget! In order to access your App_Code classes, you must always import System.Web namespace into your code.

Windows Bug Check Codes

2005-08-26T15:58:00.000+03:00

You may be sometimes experiencing big, tiny, sea-coloured Windows-specific Screen of Death, since engineers of Microsoft spend their most time with the Start menu or Media Player instead of kernel or network services.

A detailed memoy dump-debug information could be written on the disk when such a system crash occurs and examined by a special utility called dumpchk.exe found on the original Windows CD.

A hexadecimal code indicating the reason of the crash could be seen in this file however there's no
comprehensible information about this Bug Checking Code (BCC). You can find all the BCCs from here.

Disable "Shutdown Event Tracker" on Windows 2003 Server

2005-06-06T15:14:00.000+03:00

When you try to shutdown or restart Windows 2003 Server, an expanded shutdown dialog appears asking you the reason for relevant operation. This dialog is called Shutdown Event Tracker and trying to answer this dialog may be boring in time so you may want to completely disable it.

To disable Shutdown Event Tracker perform the following:

1. Open Group Policy by running gpedit.msc from the Run command.
2. Expand Computer Configuration->Administrative Templates->System.
3. Double-click Display Shutdown Event Tracker.
4. Select Disabled.
5. Click OK to close all dialog boxes.
6. If you want this change to take place immediately, refresh GPO by running the following command in a new command prompt window or from the Run dialog gpupdate /force

HttpApplication event sequence

2005-05-27T14:03:00.000+03:00

The events raised by the HttpApplication object of ASP.NET runtime are as follows :

AcquireRequestState - When ASP.NET acquires the current state (for example, session state) associated with the current request.
AuthenticateRequest - When a security module has established the identity of the user.
AuthorizeRequest - When a security module has verified user authorization.
BeginRequest - When the first event in the HTTP pipeline chain of execution responds to a request.
Disposed - When ASP.NET completes the chain of execution when responding to a request.
EndRequest - When the last event in the HTTP pipeline chain of execution responds to a request.
Error - When an unhandled exception is thrown.
PostRequestHandlerExecute - When the ASP.NET handler (page, XML Web Service) finishes execution.
PreRequestHandlerExecute - Just before ASP.NET begins executing a handler such as a page or XML Web Service.
PreSendRequestContent - Just before ASP.NET sends content to the client.
PreSendRequestHeaders - Just before ASP.NET sends HTTP headers to the client.
ReleaseRequestState - After ASP.NET finishes executing all request handlers; also causes state modules to save the current state data.
ResolveRequestCache - When ASP.NET completes an authorization event to let the caching modules serve requests from the cache, bypassing execution of the handler (the page or XML Web Service, for example).
UpdateRequestCache - When ASP.NET finishes executing a handler in order to let caching modules store responses that will be used to serve subsequent requests from the cache.

Move database diagram in SQL Server

2005-05-13T15:17:00.000+03:00

Sometimes you may need to move your database diagram to another instance of SQL Server; especially for synchronization needs. For this perform the following steps...

First select the database containing the diagram you want to export and select the menu option All Tasks->Export Data. This command opens Import/Export Wizard of Data Transformation Services. Now choose source server and database; then choose destination server and database.

Now select Use a Query to specify the database to transfer option and on the Type SQL Statement page type the following line

select * from dtproperties

And at last on the Select Source Table and Views page, click Results, point destination and write dtproperties down there. On the next page select Save, Schedule and Replicate Package and check Run Immediately. Now click Finish.

SQL Server 2000 Installation Fails with "...previous program installation..." message

2005-05-11T11:01:00.000+03:00

When you try to run SQL Server 2000 installation, following error message may be raised :

"A previous program installation created pending file operations on the installation machine. You must restart the computer before running setup."

To fix this problem go to registry key HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SYSTEM\CurrentControlSet\Control\Session Manager and delete value
PendingFileRenameOperations

SQL Server datetime field convertion error.

2005-04-18T14:43:00.000+03:00

Microsoft SQL Server online help claims that many datetime formats are supported in SQL statements. But you get an error when you try to run this query :

INSERT INTO myTable (DateField) VALUES ('30/10/2005')

"The conversion of a char data type to a datetime data type resulted in an out-of-range datetime value."

To avoid this problem you can use builtin CONVERT function with the Style parameter. General syntax of the this function is :
CONVERT ( data_type [ ( length ) ] , expression [ , style ] )

The list of styles that can be used are:
Style ID [Style Type]
---------------------
0 or 100 [mon dd yyyy hh:miAM (or PM)]
101 [mm/dd/yy]
102 [yy.mm.dd]
103 [dd/mm/yy]
104 [dd.mm.yy]
105 [dd-mm-yy]
106 [dd mon yy]
107 [Mon dd, yy]
108 [hh:mm:ss]
9 or 109 [mon dd yyyy hh:mi:ss:mmmAM (or PM)]
110 [mm-dd-yy]
111 [yy/mm/dd]
112 [yymmdd]
13 or 113 [dd mon yyyy hh:mm:ss:mmm(24h)]
114 [hh:mi:ss:mmm(24h)]
20 or 120 [yyyy-mm-dd hh:mi:ss(24h)]
21 or 121 [yyyy-mm-dd hh:mi:ss.mmm(24h)]
126 [yyyy-mm-dd Thh:mm:ss.mmm(no spaces)]
130 [dd mon yyyy hh:mi:ss:mmmAM]
131 [dd/mm/yy hh:mi:ss:mmmAM]
So our query changes a bit :

INSERT INTO myTable (DateField) VALUES (CONVERT(Datetime, '30/10/2005', 103))

Cannot connect to SQL Server 2000

2005-03-24T17:32:00.000+02:00

You may want to glance that link.

SQL Server 2000 Service Pack 3 installation requires a a strong SA password.

2005-03-24T17:25:00.000+02:00

You may use the setup command with the following parameters :

setup /upgradesp sqlrun INSTANCENAME= "InstanceName" SECURITYMODE=SQL UPGRADEUSER="AnAdminLogin" UPGRADEPWD="AdminPassword" DISABLENETWORKPROTOCOLS=1

DHCP Service Error on Windows Server 2003

2005-03-24T12:12:00.000+02:00

If the DHCP Server service on your Windows Server 2003 machine starts and then stops immediately and you encounter the following two DHCP-related entries in your system event log :

The DHCP/BINL service ... has encountered another server on this network with IP Address 192.168.1.116, belonging to the domain: .
The DHCP/BINL service on this computer is shutting down. See the previous event log messages for reasons.

Try shutting down the NAT/Basic Firewall Dhcp Allocator. It resolves Event 1053 and Dhcp service continues running.

Add custom assemblies under Add Reference Dialog

2005-03-09T16:06:00.000+02:00

If you wish to force VS.NET to display your custom assemblies within in the list maintained by the Add Reference dialog, all you need to do is place a copy of the assembly under the folder 'C:\Program Files\Microsoft Visual Studio .NET 2003\Common7\IDE\PublicAssemblies'.

Modify/change VSS folder structure of your project from visual studio.net

2005-03-09T13:46:00.000+02:00

If you notice that your web solution's hierarchical structure doesn't match your folder structure in VSS, you may use "Change Source Control" command in Visual Studio.NET. For this :

1. Go to File menu, point to Source Control and click Change Source Control
2. In the dialog use Bind/Unbind command to modify the folders containing your solution and projects.

In Server Binding column you can see server-side folder which your project is hold in.